A Kiwi That Loves An American

Two Years!!

Today is our two year anniversary. YAY!
I was a bit teary eyed this morning because i was thinking about how much i miss him and how much i wish he was here.
I cant believe its been 2 years already, our time together has gone so quickly.
It only feels like a short time ago that we meet and fell in love, each and every day i fall in love with him even more and realize even more that he is my one true love that i want to spend the rest of my life with.
Nothing in this world is as important as he is.
Nothing in this world is worth what he is worth and what his love is worth to me.
He is my soul mate and my best friend, i wouldn’t be where i am today without him.
He has changed my life for the better and i could never live without him.

Baby you are so special to me.
like Ive said before… there are no words in this world that can express how much you mean to me and how much i love you!
you are my sweet Aunie and i love you with all of my heart!!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoox <3

#33

Waking up

Yesterday was my birthday and ill be honest it wasn’t the best birthday Ive had.
However there was a couple of highlights, the main one being when my wonderful baby woke up in the middle of the night (in America) to tell me happy birthday just past midnight here. I thought i was just so sweet and amazing! it swept me off my feet and showed me how much he really cares.
The evening wasn’t the best but everything that happened…happened. Its now in the past and our relationship is stronger for it.
There is so much i wish i could say to him…so much that i don’t know how to say and it mean enough.
My world is nothing without you, you are the most important thing to me in the whole world.

My heart needs his heart, I will do what ever it takes to make this relationship work because i want it to work, i want him, i need him…. I wish there was a way for me to show him that.

I love you more than anything in this universe <3

Yet Another Song…

So i know that Ive been posting a lot of songs but sometimes there’s so much that i want to say but i just don’t know how to word it to mean as much as i want it to.
Then ill hear a song and it will say exactly what i want to say in a better way than i could have imagined.
Here is today’s song….
Its called “Without you” By David Guetta Ft. Usher.
Its so true to how i feel, no matter what happens….i am nothing with out you and i cant live without you baby.

As usual ill post the lyrics below and post the video next.

Lyrics:
I can’t win, I can’t reign
I will never win this game
Without you, without you

I am lost, I am vain,
I will never be the same
Without you, without you

I won’t run, I won’t fly
I will never make it by
Without you, without you

I can’t rest, I can’t fight
All I need is you and I,
Without you, without…. You!

Oh oh oh
You you you
Without
You you you
Without you..

Can’t erase, so I’ll take blame
But I can’t accept that we’re
Estrange
Without you, without you

I can’t quit now, this can’t be right
I can’t take one more sleepless night
Without you, without you

I won’t soar, I won’t climb
If you’re not here I’m paralyzed without you, without you

I can’t look, I’m so blind
Lost my heart, I lost my mind without you without… You!

Oh oh oh
You you you
Without
You you you
Without you..

I am lost, I am vain,
I will never be the same
Without you, without you, WITHOUT YOU

I love you so very much sweetheart! <3

#32

So i know its been a week since i posted but ive been busy with homework and stuff.
This post is all about one night last week when my baby and I stayed up together all night while we worked on one of my assignments that involved a 3D model.
He did so much work on my textures and renders that thank you just isn’t enough.

He made it look so amazing that i was speechless and i cant help but tell people about how awesome it turned out.
All the work he did meant so much to me, he didn’t need to do as much as he did but i know he wanted to and he said he enjoyed doing it.
I cant thank him enough for everything he did and for everything he does do for me.
I appreciate everything you do for me baby! More than you will ever know!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxooxox
I love you so very very very very very very much!!!  <3

Another Song

So once again i was going to post something else but i heard this song on my playlist today while me and my man were playing Minecraft together.
The lyrics are so perfect to how i feel about my wonderful amazing Aunie!

Its called “Hey Stephen” By Taylor swift
So just replace the name Stephen with Austin and its perfect hehe.

I will post the video in the next post and post the lyrics here.

Here’s the lyrics:
Hey Stephen, I know looks can be deceiving
But I know I saw a light in you
And as we walked we were talking
I didn’t say half the things I wanted to

Of all the girls tossing rocks at your window
I’ll be the one waiting there even when it’s cold
Hey Stephen, boy, you might have me believing
I don’t always have to be alone

‘Cause I can’t help it if you look like an angel
Can’t help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I’ve been feeling since I met you
Can’t help it if there’s no one else
Mmm, I can’t help myself

Hey Stephen, I’ve been holding back this feeling
So I got some things to say to you
I’ve seen it all, so I thought
But I never seen nobody shine the way you do

The way you walk, way you talk, way you say my name
It’s beautiful, wonderful, don’t you ever change
Hey Stephen, why are people always leaving?
I think you and I should stay the same

‘Cause I can’t help it if you look like an angel
Can’t help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I’ve been feeling since I met you
Can’t help it if there’s no one else
Mmm, I can’t help myself

They’re dimming the street lights, you’re perfect for me
Why aren’t you here tonight?
I’m waiting alone now, so come on and come out
And pull me near and shine, shine, shine

Hey Stephen, I could give you fifty reasons
Why I should be the one you choose
All those other girls, well, they’re beautiful
But would they write a song for you?

I can’t help it if you look like an angel
Can’t help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I’ve been feeling since I met you
Can’t help it if there’s no one else
Mmm, I can’t help myself

If you look like an angel
Can’t help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I’ve been feeling since I met you
Can’t help it if there’s no one else
Mmm, I can’t help myself

Myself
Can’t help myself
I can’t help myself

Hope you like this song sweety!
I Love you with all my heart baby! <3

#31

Our future

Today we spent a lot of time talking about our families and about our future kids.
I know many guys don’t like to talk about marriage and kids but my guy does, I really love that we can talk about our future and see that were both on the same page and want the same things.
We both want 2-3 kids and we’ve even talked about names for them and the names from our family that wed like to carry on through our own family.
I find that talking about our future and about our future kids just make me love him more and realize even more that i cant wait to spent the rest of my life with him.
I will always be here for you….forever.

I love you so much my sweetheart <3

My Song Lyrics

As i said in my last post i am posting some random lyrics i jotted down awhile ago. Ive sung these for him before but thought id post them here so there always here for him to read.

So here they are:

Every single day
i wonder why why why are we so far away
But then i think of
how we will one day be together forever
Got to let you know
that i need your love more than you know
I know that there is a world between us
but that will never stop my love for you

You gotta know, you gotta know
there is no where else to go
my heart belongs to you
forever through and through
Austin your my man
and without you this world wouldn’t stand
You are my angel
and you saved me from this dark scary world
I know that when
we make love the world would stop around us

Love you so very much baby <3